The Spue

First of all I want to warn you to stop reading if you are not interested with me, my thought, my writing, etc. Because in this piece of writing it is all only about me. I don’t want to pull the trigger of hates.
And also feel free to like, feel free to have opinions, feel free to think I am too open, feel free to think I am too show off. I am feel free to write.

Soo…

It has almost been a year since you know. I gave birth of a very beautiful little lady named Abigail Audrey and since then my life has change 180 degree.
My social life, my daily routine, even I have changed since that moment. And for me this life changing only brings goodness.

Example no. 1
I used to be so clumsy and impatient.
Believe it or not.
I can be very patient train my baby to do potty training.
I can be very patient feed my baby when she suddenly refuses to open her mouth.
I can be very patient stimulate my baby to train her motoric skill.
And even me, I sometimes didn’t believe I can survive and my baby can survive. It’s only me and her everyday. And she has grown big as a very beautiful healthy happy baby.

Example no. 2
I used to be so easy to have tantrum specially when someone talk something bad about me.
For now..
I just don’t care. My point of you has changed. I don’t care what people say about me. As long as my beloved one know who am I and they are happy around me that’s enough.
Besides,
I believe as a mom, I have to bring good influence and positive energy for my baby. I don’t want she grows up with negative energy and hates.
That’s why I start to do and think everything positively.
And leave all the negative behind.

Example no. 3 
I used to be sooooo lazy to do research.
For now…
Google is my best friends.
When I research (mostly about parenting, babies, and health) I don’t stop until I got all comphrehensive data I need. Believe it or not I didn’t do it when I was in uni.

Example no. 4
No more dates!
Yes, I got married in 2010 and have a baby in 2011. I and my hub don’t have really much time for us. But we agree that’s okay. We’ll have plenty of time just the two of us when our kiddos have grown up and ready to college. We don’t mind to postpone all the dates for later.

Example no. 5
No more ME time.
As an ordinary human I honestly miss it. But the truth when my baby asleep I want to wake her up and play. She is just too adorable to be ignore even when she’s sleeping.
I don’t mind losing my me time for my baby. And I have promise myself I will give all my time I have if my baby needs me anytime she wants.

And many other things have changed.
This life changing experince doesn’t make me as another person. Even though, it has changed my personality. But what I feel is just good things.
For example
New friends. I make some new friends which have the same situation with me. And although not all of the new friends have the same point of view with me. But I am glad. I can understand another human’s characteristics. Many of them are unique.

Understanding the situation. It has also made me realize about life. That is from now on there is another person’s life which has become my responsibility. Not only the matter of feeding or taking care but also how to educate and building personality. I can’t be selfish anymore

I believe this life changing is still on process. We never know what might happen in the future.

xoxo,
Sanny Lie-Subroto

Well ga buat senua college-mate tp ya taulah siapa itu. Hehehe…

Udh hampir 2taun saya lulus dr universitas itu. Universitas yg membawa kenangan menyenangkan dan some ga enak.
Ya yg meyenangkan tuh pengalaman2 ga terlupakan klo yg ga enak some of the people were not really nice. Mostly senior sih. Ga ngerti yah kenapa, dosa apa saya ama mereka ampe segitunya. Tp ya itukan masa lalu. Saya sudah memaafkan mereka kok. Saya nulis ini cuman agar ga terulang lagi karena sedih loh digituin.

Digituinnya tuh diapain sih…
Huhm yg seinget saya. Saya pernah dibilang seorang fashion disaster karena suka ke kampus dengan gaya nyeleneh. We’ll that’s my style respect it aja ya. Pernah bilang lady gaga fashion disaster? Ga berani kan? Malah bilangnya dia fashion icon? Ya intinya hargai aja org mau ngapain kek jgn malah bikin sebutan2 yg bikin sakit hati. Untung aja saya tahan banting.

Selain itu ada berjuta2 gosip yg muncul dan saya tau tp ya diem aja deh. Biar waktu yg menjawab.

Untungnya saya bisa lulus 3taun jd ga ush lama2 makan atinya.

So dear those people baik yg msh di sana, udeh lulus, ato ga jelas statusnya. Baik2 ya dimasa depan. Timbunlah hal positif, jalin hubungan yg baik dengan sesama yaa… Jgn cari korban makan ati lainnya.

Peace yoo!!! Xoxo

-case closed-

09.45 nemenin anak bobok siang sambil dengerin Adele dr iPod saya jd mengenang kembali my past. Lagunya “someone like you” hehehe

Huhm… Klo inget2 masa lalu kadang lucu, konyol, dan malu2in. Jaman2 belom ketemu papanya Abbie kayanya mu life is so funny yet tempting hihihi.

Yg namanya merubah diri demi seorang cowo pernah tuh dilakuin. Diet gila2, pasang extention berjuta2, ngegym ampe kayanya jd hantu gym bisa dr pagi ampe malem di gym. Ahhhh… Memories… Kok mau ya ampe segitunya demi seorang cowo yg well ujung2nya malah berantem dan ga ngomong2an ampe sekarang.

Banyak deh hal2 konyol yg dilakuin jaman bahela demi seorang laki. Pernah juga jd sok2 anak emo tuh or sok2 jd street artist hahaha. My… I was so lebay in the past. Abege oh abege.

Tp klo mau jujur ga ada yg disesali kok dr semua itu. Namanya juga abege at least dulu saya ga galau2an ga jelas hehehe.

Satu hal yg pengen saya ubah klo bisa memutar waktu. I wish i spent more time with my family.
Sejak masuk kuliah, udeh kerja tuh dr jaman semester 2. Jd guru private bahasa inggris dijabanin. Guru ekskul disekolah swasta hayuu, anak magang majalah fashion juga hayuu, sampe akhirnya jd seorang website editor di perusahaan internasional. Emang sih semuanya itu pengalaman berharga banget terlebih skrg saya jd ibu rumah tangga klo ga ngejalanin itu wahhhh sayang bgt pendidikan s1 saya. Tp ironisnya semua dilakuin sebelom gelar resmi di tangan. Anyway back to topic… Iya tp all the hard work itu bikin saya jrg spent time with family. Sedihhhh…. Apalagi skrg tinggal jauhan dr mama papa. Wuahhh rindu tak terkira dehhhh. Jaman dulu berangkat sebelom matahari bersinar pulang setelah matahari tenggelam. Klo skrg klo bisa dirumah aja deh 24 jem kelonan ama mama hehehe.
Apalagi skrg dah punya anak. Bener deh i spend my time wisely with my baby. Set priority itu pentingggggg!!! Hehehe.

Ya that’s about my past yg lagi keinget skrg. Hihi.. Klo ada yg baca trs msh dalem masa2 kerja2 itu jgn lupa spend time with your family ya PENTINGGGG💋💋💋💋

Saya bersyukur sekali kepada Tuhan atas semua berkat dan karunia yang sudah diberikannya kepada saya.

1. Saya bersyukur kepada Tuhan karena sudah memberikan kebijaksanaan dalam mengambil keputusan dalam hidup saya. Jauh di dalam lubuk hati ke-egoisan saya, saya sangat ingin mengejar karir, mengejar materi, dkk tetapi saya bersyukur Tuhan sudah membukakan mata saya, dan saya memilih untuk berkeluarga.

2. Saya bersyukur kepada Tuhan karena telah mempertemukan saya dengan suami saya. 1001 pemikiran saya miliki di dalam otak ini sebelum saya memutuskan, ya saya akan menghabiskan seluruh hidup saya bersama pasangan saya. Kini baru 1 tahun saya menjalani bahtera rumah tangga dan saya amat bersyukur Tuhan telah memberikan saya pendamping hidup yang mengerti, memahami dan menghargai saya.

3. Saya bersyukur kepada Tuhan karena sudah menjaga, merawat, mengkaruniakan puteri kecil ini kepada saya. Mukjizat yang diberikanNya sangatlah indah.

4. Saya bersyukur kepada Tuhan karena telah memberikan rejeki yang berkecukupan. Walaupun keluarga saya bukanlah keluarga yang berkelimpahan secara materi tetapi kami selalu tercukupi. Saya tidak perlu bekerja dan bisa fokus merawat keluarga.

5. Saya bersyukur kepada Tuhan karena boleh merawat dan menjaga anak saya 24jam setiap harinya. Saya diberikan kekuatan, kesabaran, dan ketelatenan dalam mengurus anak yang merupakan suatu keajaiban bagi dan menurut saya.

Terima kasih Tuhan atas segala berkat. Saya percaya rasa syukur saya ini tidaklah mungkin cukup untung menggambarkan betapa dikasihinya saya.

Bahan:
1/2 bungkus spaghetti
1 kaleng tuna dalam olive oil
1 kaleng tomato dice in tomato sauce
1 kaleng kecil tomato sauce
Daun basil secukupnya (sesuai selera)
Black pepper secukupnya
Garam secukupnya
3 sdm Canola Oil
1 buah bawang bombai (cincang halus)
2 siung bawang putih (cincang halus)
Keju Parmesan (sesuai selera)

Cara:
- Rebus spaghetti sampai matang sesuai selera (biasanya 7menit)
- Panaskan canola oi lalu masukan bawang putih setelah harum (jangan sampai coklat) masukan bawang bombai tumis sampai bawang bombai layu dan harum.
- Masukkan tuna dan basil setelah tercampur rata masukan tomato dice dan tomato sauce.
- Masukkan garam dan lada hitam
- Cicipi

Penyajian:
Panaskan saus di atas wajan anti lengket, tambahkan air sedikit, masukkan spaghetti.
Panaskan sampai semua tercampur rata.
Tambahkan keju parmesan ketika akan disajikan